After
hours spent in the halls and classrooms of Cal Poly, a warm day
under the sun was beginning to seem luxurious. I was in the mood
to lose myself; or, more specifically, escape the stern looks
of professors and the piles of un-finished homework that needed
to complete. Although I could run throughout Poly Canyon (which
is popular among students), I decided to take a walk and absorb
the environment, enjoying the beautiful landscape many visitors
seem to jog past without a second glance. That choice, I realize,
has made all the difference.
Strolling past the Poly Canyon gate, my feet tripped along the
dusty path and a sense of relief began to assuage my tense state.
The noise from the busy cars and chatting students was fading
into a quiet hum that embodies the natural life of Brizziolari
Creek, and I, for the first time in a week, felt relief. Birds
chirping, lizards scuffling, and gently waving leaves ushered
in the sight and sounds of the natural safe-haven. My mind began
to wander as I made my way down the path. The fallen leaves crackle
under my feet and I noticed, to my delight, that they had become
a ground canvas of faded yellow and green. As I was walking and
studying the path, I became enwrapped in the shade of an Arroyo
Willow. Looking up into the canopy of leaves, I began to think
of the trees and the land. I quirkily thought that perhaps every
leaf of a tree is a fallen part that is not lost, but given to
the earth, adding to the layers of rock, dust, sediment, etc.
that creates the basis for the land. I then began to ponder the
strength between nature and humanity. I wonder, is every action
we commit, as an individual, lost? Or, are we, like the trees,
giving our leaves in the form of good deeds, tears, and actions
to the makings of mankind? Is this all a part of the life cycle?
A tall, sturdy looking California
Bay Laurel loomed into view, reorienting me to the time and
place. I awoke from my contemplative state and skipped down the
path, in search of everything but company. This truly was a “delicious
solitude.” The tree leaves surrounding me had taken on a
more glossy appearance, helping to combat the excess sunlight.
It seems as though the eager spring sun had peaked through the
gloomy clouds of winter with a bit too much force for the strength
of the woodland. Laughingly, I thought that I, like the tree,
had taken on a more “glossy appearance” after the
winter season’s troubles had impacted my state. Every human
is susceptible to too much pain, and humans, like the trees, react
to debilitating emotions with a defensive cover. Of course, after
three to four months a tree will lose the highly glossy cover,
and I, like the tree, will forget my troubles and return back
to my standard shade of green.
Suddenly, the sound of squeaking wheels interrupts
my train of thought. A mountain biker nods hello and continues
his rocky adventure into the canyon. I pity the man or woman that
can ride past this area of Riparian woodland and flowers without
a second thought concerning its beauty. Moving on, I began to
tiptoe down the creek path, hoping not disturb any of the natural
setting with my presence. Overcome with glee, I excitedly splash
in the creek, and the water, rippling with my movement, began
to bring life to the surface. I spotted tadpoles and fish scurrying
to hide their existence, water slugs and insects in uproar, and
broken reeds floating to the surface and traveling lazily down
the stream. A Bullfrog
sits arrogantly by the creek bed, and in silence watches my antics,
viewing me without a worry of danger. He must know that I am a
foreigner in this native, natural land. Ignoring the frog’s
conceit, I struggle to spot a Rainbow
Trout or perhaps a slimy, slippery Monterey salamander, whose
reddish-brown back blends into the swirling creek colors of blues,
browns, greens, and reds. Rather than discovering an amphibian,
a high pitched whistle catches my attention and the unmistakable
coat of the Lesser Goldfinch swoops throughout the tree tops.
It seems as though I have yet another addition to my creek bed
audience. His yellow belly reflects the sun as he sits perched
on a branch, singing to me the sweet, but mournful songs that
protect his territorial boundaries.
Without warning, I have yet another epiphany. I realize that we,
as humans, are never alone. Among the city lights, billboards,
and street corners, hundreds of men, women and children search
to find themselves, lost in the sea of everything we are: humanity.
We attempt to escape from the big city with solitude, meditating
on the beauty of nature and breathing a sigh of relief as we enter,
alone, into a natural area. Yet, we are not alone. There are thousands
of working organisms and species in this environment, having coats
of scales, fur, skin and feathers. Nature is just as complex and
busy as humanity, working to perpetuate the eternal working cycle
of life. The Bullfrog will soon devour an insect, embodying one
of the levels of the food chain. The Rainbow Trout will soon multiply,
adding diversity to the beauty of Brizziolari Creek. It saddens
me to think that we arrogantly tear down nature’s busy surroundings,
holding our superiority and necessary urban life above it all.
I bitterly laugh thinking that our polluted, artificially produced
surroundings are thought of as complex. If our environment is
superior, why are we unable to figure out all the workings of
nature? Why can humans, who are logically superior to animals,
have trouble understanding all the scientific laws?
Despite my irritation with mankind, I breathed
deeply and felt, with much happiness, that I love my life, my
living, and everything that we have in this world. I love the
brilliance of colors, the shimmering of waters, and the sound
of earth. Despite our concrete jungles and social standards, I
knew, then, that I have a place to escape. I said farewell to
the Western Toad, Rainbow Trout, Lesser Goldfinch, and Salamander,
listening intently and knowing that although silence prevailed,
I could have sworn I heard “goodbye” in return.
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